Monday, February 21, 2011

My Worst Day


It's been a rough weekend for me. I'm doing alright now, but it's "that time of the month" and I'm prone to headaches, so haven't been feeling that well. Seems like everything happens to me at once. My sister having a baby, which isn't that bad but still have to deal with some feelings it brings up there. I was okay with seeing just the baby, but it was really hard to see her and her husband and baby together, it being their first child and seeing a little happy new family was the hard part. And then of course, I have to get my period. Really? But I had a good cry yesterday, so I got that out of the way. Yeah, but things just seem to coincide with each other right when I'm already feeling depressed/stressed.

Last fall I had the worst day. I got my period, found out my sister-in-law was pregnant(and it was pretty much a whoops! type thing for her), and got stuck it traffic for over an hour all on the same day. And it got worse. I called my husband at work to tell him not to take the freeway home because it was packed, and his supervisor thought it would be hilarious to get on the phone and make a joke about my husband cheating on me. Like that is ever appropriate. I really lost it! It took all that I could manage to be as polite as I could to the jerk, and that was to tell him to "Shut the hell up!" and also " I didn't call you, I called my husband, so could you put him back on the phone?!" I could've used a lot worse language, I'll tell you that. It took a lot of restraint not to, but come on! It was such an awful day. Anyways, things have been better since then, and I still have bad days, but I figure if I could get through that day, I could get through any bad day.
Anyway, sorry for the complaining. You know what I need? A good laugh. Here's one: the great chicken dance from Arrested Development. Never ceases to make me smile. If you've never seen it, I highly recommend it!



1 comment:

  1. Chin up kid, I love you. Thank you for sharing your story, even if it's hard. You're may be helping someone else, now or in the future who's struggling and that is a wonderful thing.

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